A letter for my darling girl

My darling princess,
I had hoped that we would spend many Mother's days together but that hope is not to be. My heart aches and my arms are empty- I miss you so. I know that you are in heaven praising Jesus and that you are safe in His arms. It may seem silly, but I picture a big nursery where you and all the other angel babies live; I just know that your Great-great-Grandma Party is holding you and loving on you and it gives me some peace. The ache to be able to hold and comfort you has not lessened over the past months, it has grown. I often wonder what you would be doing now, how you would look, and if you would be getting ready to come home and live with your Daddy and me. We would have dedicated you to the Lord on Mother's Day at church but my precious angel you are already with Him and not in need of the dedication. Taylor, you gave me the most wonderful gift of being your Mother for 6 weeks and I will always cherish that time. Mommy loves you sweet girl. I went to the hospital to visit with some of your doctors and nurses; they still talk about you with awe and wonder; you were such an inspiration and a blessing to so many people during your short stay on earth. I am resting in the fact that I will see you again someday my darling girl and we will praise Jesus together- what a day that will be.
Love,
Mommy