It's been 141 days since Taylor passed. Still remember how I got the call from A; how I ran into the computer lab to cancel my class for later that day; how I drove like a maniac to the hospital.
Recently, I've been replaying the last moments we had with her. How our doctor counseled us the options. The difficult decision to pull the plug. I tried to look at it from her point of view. Not sure now much cognition was going on in there... I'm pretty sure the morphine has numbed her quite bit.
Since her death, I've been wondering what heaven is like. How I will see her again, will she be grown or still a baby? Not sure how to make sense of it all...
I've been wanting to pen down my thoughts on heaven. Maybe in my next post.
Saturday, June 12, 2010
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